Seasons Of Life

                                         That was a hot monsoon day. I was at home on an about-to-end vacation. As the noon progressed to dusk the sun shone brightly through the window panes and its rays invaded the room at its will. I was watching TV sitting in a sloppy posture while my family members followed their routines. My mother was weaving embroidery on a sari, my father reclining on a bed and reading a book, my brother sleeping. Weary silence and stillness were hanging in the air despite the TV playing. Even as I was relaxing with a reckless abandon, I kept brooding about the monotony of town life and about packing bags soon for the hectic school life. While these thoughts were unsettling me, suddenly the light receded out of the room through the window panes and they had stopped shining. It was as if the shadows spread out and conquered the room making the rooms dim. Something twitched inside me to go out and see what the weather was up to. But my laziness ignored it as an ineffectual passing cloud. But soon the room took a dimmer tone making the corners invisibly dark and suddenly a gusty cool wind shut the window door open and forcibly entered the room ruffling papers and toppling small objects. I was now delighted by the goings-on and rushed outside to see how exactly it looked while my father asked me to turn off the TV and unplug the wire and my mother asked me to get the clothes dried out in and close the windows. They too loved that weather but they had these other things to take care of. I went to the terrace and was awestruck to see dark clouds spreading out through out the sky from the horizon, in every direction. Darkness descended on the town with an envelope of clouds cupping the whole flat earth my eyes could see. The gusty cool winds added to the beauty of it. Everything turned beautiful in a matter of minutes, the chimney of a nearby mill, the swaying trees in distance, the litter flying off an open dump, the birds flying for cover. Even my self-importance notched up a bit as I stood there with hands on my hips and head raised to the sky enjoying the breeze and waiting for the first drop of shower. The clouds burst open to a deluge after a series of thunders. I went down to the space under the portico where my mom, dad and brother all gathered and were enjoying the rain. That space under our portico overseeing a small garden always held my best moments at home. That is where we always had an evening cup of tea, brushing aside the trivial day to day worries for a while, feeling good about ourselves and talking dreams. Then, we were a unit and my dreams contained only my family, our future. I hadn’t grown up enough to have independent dreams. So that day we had tea under the portico surrounded by the transparent curtain of water shower which made things obscure beyond a point, watching the plants in the garden treated by rain, listening to the pleasant din of the rain and talking about ourselves and future. I savored that moment more than anything in life. I wanted to seize that moment for a long time because I knew when the rain stopped and the runoff settled, we people would resign to the mundane things of life and life would be normal again. I feared that moment might not come again. Even if that moment came, I wondered if we would be able to enjoy that to the same extent. Because, I thought as we grew up we would have personal dreams and personal setbacks in life which might not blend with the mood of the setting. But life repeated in cycles. To my delight that moment came again and again. And contrary to my apprehensions we enjoyed that moment fully devoid of any worries.

                                               I realized life is such. As the parching summers, refreshing monsoons and chilly winters segue into one another, life has it all. Only the life's seasons are not as regular and as definite as nature's. I have gone through several lows in life when I felt I was irreversibly damned and was on the verge of losing all the hope of good things to come. But I knew, if not anything I had a loving family and I slowly tried to work things out. I don’t know whether it was sheer randomness or the mercy of some supernatural force, but I got enough opportunities to get back to normalcy. To everyone who go through such phase in life I say, with little hope, little persistence, little courage just wade through the life. Sure, the monsoon showers of your life will come one day and wash away all the troubles.