A faraway overhaul.

What it takes to kill your original, inherent self and transform into an entirely different being.

How it feels like to have ur conscience and emotions as altogether oppstite forces ripping apart your nerves.

Here am I, futilely trying to change from an inarticulate self to a persuasive and argumentative self, an ever-clinging emotional self to a stoical self, a laidback introvert to a sociable extrovert, a perpetual dreamer to a pragmatic doer, a smug dabbler to an insatiable learner.


Now it is up to me, whether, in this course of action I dare and reach out to the new self which confounds my beautiful, cosy, self-created world or continually lapse back and wallow in the same.